Happy.The day i see light 22/07/1992.Current Status: ATTACHED W MUHAMMAD ARIFF BIN HADANAH. I love counting the stars at night.And the stars love to count me.Actually there's only one me so the stars wouldn't have a hard time cunting me and further more stars are blind.So i'm like the stars too.Well,maybe because i'm higher then the sun and sky.Oh well,i say what i wanna say about stars and i will keep on talking about stars because i'm a star.No,Not Pornstar but Super Star.Lame :) Go on,say whatever you want or you dont want or you like or dislike?cause i am the only witness and judge to my life.Uhh.I shall stop here dude.

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(before i start i wanna sae to my hubby, after reading this, i noe what you wanna sae to me..hehehe)
hmmph...yesterday, had a great day with hubbykuxx and two of his friends,sharil and taufiq..went bugis and then we went to vivo to watch a movie..whenever i think abt vivo, i remember one thing that will always kept me thinking..why vivo??ermm my hubby seems to enjoy going to vivo...i don`t know what so great about there..well at least, i had a great day.that is good enough.well yesterday there is something that he saed that made me kept thinking.he told me that i will look after you and show you to the correct path..something like tat..he had made me believe he wasn`t lying at all cause the way he kept doing my sweater making sure that people dun look at my bra strap as what i wear yesterday is damn shameless if i open my sweater..and the way he look at me,(damn! he really melts my heart alot..hehehe..and i noe what u wanna sae dear..hehehe)and den suddenly in my mind i have some words that i would like him to know....but i could let it out...never mind i shall write here cause i know he is reading..


never did I realise the love that he had gave to me is that strong. In his eyes, I could see that he is sincere to me. I know he thinks that I am still holding on to the past which is causing me to have lack of trust in him. Well, my dear, you are wrong I may have told you lately that the trust I have for you is only sixty percent. But as days passed and after what you had shown to me, my trust for you grows.. But do understand that as the trust grow, the more I can't effort to see you just walking off from my life.. As I had made you part of life.. Never did I thought that the guy of my dreams was just behind shafiq all this long.. After so much tears I had let my eyes rolled down on my cheek, finally my eyes could take a break.. After so long the hurt I had went through, finally it could stop.. I know that sometimes we may have our ups and downs.. But with him I am willing to go through it.. Whatever the consequences that I have to take just to be with him, I am willing to face it until the last breath I take. And my love for him will never stop until I am been buried that would the day I will shut my eyes for the rest of my life and return back to god to face the punishment after doing the wrongs deed I had done in earth..thank you very much for the love you had gave to me.

that is what i had wanted to tell you yesterday but the words could not come out sayang..

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